Faith (Part 1)

Ini entri penanda chapter baru dalam hidupku. Ataupun aku berniat membuka buku yang baru? Everything happened too fast, I did not have time to prepare for it. Now that it has started, I just have to clear the messed I made in the previous chapter in this life of mine, to start fresh.

Maybe the decision to start a new chapter is something that is very surprising, especially to people who are close to me and know me well. Yeah, I am always known as somebody who is sensible and does not rush into things. And trust me, I am not rushing into this either. I simply made a quick decision to start this thing, based on guidance and signs from HIM.

Please don't question this, for I have no answer. The only reason for me to do this is because HE told me to proceed. I have been praying for this for so long. I have spent my whole life believing in my prayers so deeply that I did not sigh, although sometimes I would be asking myself on where did I go wrong to have to wait too long. While people around me seem to be getting their answers, I spent my whole life waiting for my prayers to be answered. And now that I have got the answer, I dun think it is wise to wait longer.

Be a good friend to me, I beg you. Do not question too much. Only I know what I have gone through. The whole experience was very magical, that I had to think many many times to believe it. I need you to stand beside me while I go through this, not to question me too much on what I have faith in, and slowly making me not believe in what I have faith in.

Faith...

(to be continued)